Me.

So I've decided to start blogging my thoughts, obviously. So I'm just going to speak my mind. I see blogs as an online diary that's private and public at the same time. Private in the sense that I'm guarded by the internet wall and public that other people can read it. I can't see who reads the blogs so I obtain no self-consciousness about letting others read it.

That's good for a person like me. I'm so heavily introverted that sharing my deep thoughts, important or not, are rarely expressed. Having no outlet for my thoughts and feelings I think is unhealthy.

Let me talk a bit about myself. I'm a rare human being. My brother once used the perfect metaphor for me. He called  me a 'shiny', referring to a shiny pokemon. Why am I shiny? I'm left-handed with a blood type of O-.

But more importantly, I strive to be as peaceful as possible, but I also lust for adventure! My sign is the Taurus, and boy does the sign fit me. I crave serenity, but offend me in any way be ready for a rampage!

 I have little close friends whom I treat with much respect, and many acquaintances. Often I change best friends. I have yet to keep the same best friend for more than 2 years.

I lack motivation which I'm really trying to work on. So far the only way to get me motivated is to give me a command.

In 9th grade I started telling people I went by my first name 'James' when really I go by my middle name 'Trevor'. Most of the time I would introduce myself to people as 'Trevor' if I felt they owed some importance to me and 'James' if I knew they weren't going to be anymore than someone that I knew.

As I said before I'm very introverted. I hardly say much because I keep my words in my head. I feel more comfortable in a small group when in a social situation.

That's about it for tonight. Thanks for reading to whoever read this!